Mistakes

I’ll never really, truly understand the irrational, at least the strange way I did things, finishing my business with what I genuinely hated until the end, yet leaving what I loved undone, by the time I returned to that work my love of it ruined from completing my deals with that which I despised, still don’t know why I did that. People are often lost causes, often one is inherently, considerably wrong but it matters not if you try to correct it because no-ones going to change…
           II
I think people do not even check beforehand, simply pick up, then leave ten minutes later, deciding they hate something almost immediate, at a glance. That said I do hate to entertain, play the part of the old liar that keeps saying things get better. All of those things I could have been enjoying…had I not pursued all of the wrong ones first…aye…mistakes we make the worst of them at the sacrifice of what one should be doing….